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Roz’s 2016 End-of-Year Wrap Up

December 30, 2016

Above: My year-end assessment, usually made around Thanksgiving, of how many journal pages I have to finish. This year I was testing a lot of commercially bound journals and had a bunch of journals going. This page was scanned before the Large Nostalgie was filled on 12.30.16, and before the Loose Sheets and Bell Museum project could be totaled. I mention a grid-lined journal in my list. It didn’t get finished. I decided two days after making this list that it was really mostly notes and because of the paper turning out to be different from what I’d hoped wasn’t useful for visual journaling. It will go on the shelf with the writing journals. Also the small Nostalgie I’d been carrying around in my purse—I decided that wouldn’t get filled either because my trips out were going to be to the Bell Museum working on 9 x 12 inch paper and I wouldn’t get enough other trips in to finish that book. It was more important to keep a small book in my pack and protect my shoulder. On the recto page above you see some running totals. There you can see where I work out how many spreads I have to do each day to finish the various journals. There may be math errors. One year I was so off I finished all my journals well in advance of the end of the year and had to start another journal. It amuses me to finish them before the end of the year, simply because I like to start a new journal on January 1, and because of the way I label and index my journals. Those uncounted sketches in the small Nostalgie sketchbook will go into next year’s totals as I suspect it will be volume A17! (To see how I index my journals you can click here.) Also, if you’re a regular reader you’ll know that I don’t recommend Fabriano Venezia journals any longer because of faulty binding (though the paper is mighty fun to work on so if you can get past the binding go ahead and play). I still have a couple of these 9 x 12 inch journals that I will use as studio journals until I use them up, and that’s what you see me doing above. Most of the pages in this journal were sketches for projects and paintings or studies or studio generated notes like this. Click on the image to view an enlargement.

I like to end every year with a self-evaluation. Since starting the blog in 2008 I’ve often had an end of year post about my year-end-wrap up.

This year is a little tricky for me—after resisting for 10 days I succumbed to Dick’s cold and for the past 8 days my head has been too congested to think sharply. But I’m not one to be put off easily. And self-evaluation time is also a great time to be grateful.

I have a lot to be grateful for.

The obvious thing I have to be grateful for is my health! Cough, cough, yes, you heard me correctly. I am grateful for my good health. If I had not caught Dick’s cold I was going to post a very humorous piece about how few sick days there had been in the work place. (There is only one person in my work place!)

While 2014-2015 was a tough time with flu, a cold, bronchitis, and pneumonia once I recovered from all that I enjoyed over 18 months of nary a sniffle! (Well there were some allergy-related sniffles and sneezes, but you get the idea.)

It seems an impossible record to me especially since regular visits to the folks put me in line of their colds and every little bug that whips through their residence. And let’s not forget walking through clouds of coughs at the Minnesota State Fair and the Bell Museum. (I think there is actually a parental guidebook that states, “If your grade school child comes down with pertussis, pneumonia, or any other coughing disease you should take him/her to the Bell Museum to share those germs!” I have never been in the Bell Museum without the echo of an explosive cough breaking through the bird call tape loop.)

Every day we all get exposed to germs when we grocery shop, go to wellness appointments, stop to pick up the dry cleaning, buy postage stamps, and so on. I’m amazed and grateful that after having such a weakened immune system I bounced back stronger than ever!

It may have made me a little too cocky. I over did some physical activities this year. (I keep forgetting how old I am since I almost always feel about  eight years old.) But despite having back-related issues for a month at the end of the summer I managed to log 2,530 miles even! (Because I do keep track of tenths of a mile!)

That’s not the best riding year, but it’s respectable. If I had started peddling in Philadelphia, I could have gone all the way to Las Vegas and still had 60 some miles to spare! I’m pleased with that. Currently I’m peddling away inside while I catch up on episodes of “Midsomer Murder Mysteries” and “iZombie.” (To name just a few of the shows I need to catch up on—which allows me to be grateful for the snow when all I want to do is grumble about it.)

I’m hoping for an early spring (which I define not by daffodils coming through the snow—however lovely a sight that is—but by ice off the roads and bike paths) so that I can start in on a new outside miles total soon.

Yes, plenty to be grateful for—I have a great massage therapist David Wicklund from The Doorway to Better Health, who made each of those 2,530 miles possible. He makes sure that my shoulders release after hours of computer and drawing table work. If you’re local and want to stay active, I recommend you schedule time with David.

And staying active is important as eldercare has shown me. If you don’t deal with your physical limitations when they first appear they’ll get ahead of you and limit your quality of life. The good news is that both of Dick’s folks, despite increased frailty, are still going strong. You’ll see more sketches of them once I get over the crud in my lungs.

The end of year wrap up is also a time for me to look at my journal page productivity. I like to use it as a gauge of how balanced my life as whole is, personal art versus work, that sort of thing.

And I like to use this indicator as a way to plan what I’ll do in the future.

Right now the totals are not in (I’ll update after any additional work from Saturday is totaled in), but close enough.

This year I filled 19 journals, volumes A through N. I may work in volume N again tomorrow (it’s a loose-sheets journal at the Bell Museum so that total isn’t in yet). I didn’t include my Minnesota State Fair journal in the lettered group as it’s always “extra” but I do include the pages. I managed to fill 52 pages and 19 boards with animal and people sketches at this year’s Fair—71. (It’s all in a box and I still hope to get the flip through up early in the new year.)

A through M = 1102

Plus 71 (State Fair)

Plus 95 (volume N so far)

Loose Sheets Journal (not totaled yet)

So that’s a total so far of 1,268 pages.

I never count my IFJM journal because, hey, I didn’t do those pages did I? 

That’s a good total, well within the average I try to hit each year. I think it will end up over 1,300. We’ll see at the end of the day tomorrow. 

Meanwhile I have a lot to be grateful for in that number because it means that I was able, despite a busy work schedule, to continue to make time for what I’ve found is necessary creative outlet.

What I’m sad about is that most of those journals this year were commercially bound. They were journals like the Seawhite of Brighton and Shinola that I purchased to test. Only a few of these journals were made by me with paper I was anxious to work on.

Since my shoulders are doing great (thanks to David) I had hoped to bind this fall, but other things kept interrupting. I have some paper to tear early in the new year. I’m looking forward to it. 

The bright side of using commercially bound journals (because we are pushing gratitude here) is that I was challenged to push with unfamiliar papers and to try new approaches. The use of watercolor boards for my IFJM and MN State Fair Journals pushed me to revisit watercolor. Purchase of the Hahnemühle Nostalgie Journal in the fall had me pushing gouache around again even if I didn’t think “I had the time.”

That’s one of the best things about a daily visual journaling habit—you bust the myth of time wide open.

You do have the time to put in that daily effort.

And if you have the time to put in that effort and you take only a little more time to analyze and look at your results, you can actually craft your time—your use of your time—to focus on where you want to grow, how you want to tailor your explorations so that they support your art goals.

It’s the reason I encourage all my drawing students to sit down on a regular basis (every 6 weeks or at least once a quarter) and look back over their journals and gauge where they are in relation to their art goals, what they still need to do, what research or study they need to make, and how they can reassess their goals to be meaningful in their lives as they are living them at that moment.

As this year ends I encourage you all to do that as well. If you don’t know where you are right now you can’t hope to get where you want to go, because you won’t know which intermediate steps you need to take.

Go to my Categories List and click on “Self-evaluations.” Read a couple and get a sense of the types of questions you might find useful to ask yourself. Here is just a small sampling of what you’ll find those self-evaluation posts 

The Importance of Regular Self Evaluations in Our Creative Lives

Fear of the Blank Page

Which Dog Are You Feeding?

I believe the most important thing you can do for your creative life is to take regular stock of your direction. And if you hold the beginning of a new year as a propitious time to start a new journey, then it’s also a wonderful time to take a look at your work and set goals for where you want to go in 2017.

I wish you a thorough, thoughtful, and healthy evaluation. It will be healthy if you remember that you are not comparing yourself to someone else, you are just looking at whether or not you met your art goals and how you might better meet them in the future. It will be healthy if you remember that YOU ARE WHERE YOU ARE.

FOR NOW.

And with work, or as I like to say, practice (which I think is incredibly fun, even when it’s difficult) you will get there.

But you have to start from where you are right now, in the present moment. It’s the only way to go forward.

Do so with gratitude for all the wonderful things you were able to do this past year, all the friends and family you were able to support and share with, all the friends and family who in turn brightened your day, and the people who challenged you to step up and be authentic (even if sometimes you had to stop and count to ten!).

Thanks for reading another year of Roz Wound Up. While I’ve crunched the numbers I haven’t worked out yet what my personal focus for 2017 will be. I’ll save that for next week when the snot has left my brain. I do know that there will be more Roz Wound Up classes, I’ll keep you posted as soon as the schedule is set.

I look forward to working with you in class or hearing from you on the blog. I hope your 2017 is filled with sketches and that you make great strides toward your creative goals. As always, I’m grateful that you stopped by.

Happy 2017!

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  1. Reply

    Roz, your tally of sketches done and pages completed is inspiring, if a little intimidating ?. However, a lesson for all of us (and especially for me) when looking at the these numbers is not to waste time. I know there are many moments when I could be doing a quick sketch. So that’s my plan for the new year – to be more mindful of the minutes.
    Happy New Year to you and yours, Roz and many thanks for the way you’ve enriched my life this past year.

    • SusanLily
    • December 31, 2016
    Reply

    Thank you, Roz, for another year of sharing your wonderful sketches, insights, and humor.

    “And staying active is important as eldercare has shown me.” Agreed! I haven’t always been future-thinking about my health, but caring for my mom over the last two years has taught me that being strong now is crucial for remaining strong and independent later—not just physically strong, but mentally, emotionally, and creatively strong as well. This year, my self-evaluation is encompassing all those aspects of my wellbeing, and I’m grateful for the opportunity to make changes while I still can. Stress is a killer.

    I look forward to 2017 and more of Roz Wound Up, and I hope you heal soon!

  2. Reply

    Note to self don’t click the Preview button… your long comment will vanish… sigh. So to sum up what I said before, Happy New Year Roz, I appreciate you as a teacher and as admire you as an artist and love learning from you in classes and by reading your blog. Get well soon. Did I say Happy New Year?

    • Diane
    • December 31, 2016
    Reply

    Thanks (again) for your lessons, examples and modeling how to live a creative life! You are endlessly encouraging, teaching us how to go about incorporating creativity into our lives. I cannot enumerate the many ways you have helped me. If I am not a famous artist it is certainly not YOUR fault.
    I had to laugh reading about your health issues. I had much the same kind of experience with a cold. A couple of weeks before Thanksgiving I was bragging about having gone over two years without a cold. Well the “Cold Gods” heard and zapped me over T-giving while visiting grandkids. And of course I Still have remnants of the darned thing.
    Best wishes to you and all your creative readers for the New Year.

    • Scot O'Shea
    • December 31, 2016
    Reply

    Roz, I thank you for the continual push I do not always get it done but it lives in a place that will not let me stop, I have recommitted to a class once a week, finishing the design class( cough cough) let it become overwhelming. Oh well, on and up as they say. I have drawn more and actually encouraged many others to draw and to draw more so I once again say thank You , bless you and your family, Happy New Year Scot

    • -Kim Wilson-
    • December 31, 2016
    Reply

    HAPPY NEW YEAR Roz! I am thankful that you are you, and that you are willing to make yourself available for us to learn from through this blog plus your classes. Your obvious enthusiasm is contagious, and it’s an infection I welcome as quite healthful!

  3. Reply

    Thanks, Roz, for all the great information on materials, technique, etc. Reading your blog always gives my motivation to get to work a shot in the arm! One of my goals for this year is to use the design suggestions from your online class at least once a week in my sketchbooks. I’ve learned that I need to plan the design ahead before I start sketching or I just revert to a boring old format without thinking. My hope is that the design elements will become more second nature as I use them more often. Happy New Year to you and family!!

  4. Reply

    Thanks Carol for writing in, Typepad’s difficulties kept me from responding here sooner. I think the “not wasting time” take a way is key. There is so much time available to us if we look and use it. I know you’ll have a productive year sketching and I look forward to seeing what you come up with! You’ve enriched my life as well!

  5. Reply

    Thanks so much Tina, I appreciate you taking the time to read and check in. I’m looking forward to seeing all the wonderful sketching you get up to in the new year!

  6. Reply

    Susan, thanks for checking in. I am so glad that your self-evaluation is taking all those aspects into account! I think the changes we make now are so important. I see so much in the folks’ lives that would be simpler if only—but they can’t learn new things now, new habits. We need those healthy habits. Good luck with your plans. keep sketching.

  7. Reply

    Elaine, I’m sorry you lost the message. I never do the preview button so now I know to avoid it! Thank you for taking the time to check in. I am grateful that the online world allows us to connect. You have a great 2017 full of creativity!

  8. Reply

    Diane, thanks for putting up with what I call my bossiness!!

    Yes, those Cold Gods will get us overtime. I’m sorry you got zapped.

    I also think that it’s my body’s way of slowing down. I know that my sister-in-law will be in town and visiting the folks daily so my body says, OK, you can relax, BUT it’s so worn out it lets those cold viruses in!!!

    Hope you can shake the remnants of your cold quickly in this new year. Lots of fluids help me. I try to get sleep, but that never works. But if you can, you know the drill. Have a creative 2017!

  9. Reply

    Thank you for Scot. I love how you know when to stop pushing. And I love how you are so quick to encourage others. Thank for these lessons you send back to me. I wish you the best for 2017.

  10. Reply

    I’m glad I have healthy “germs” to spread. Thanks Kim I appreciate it. Have a great 2017 full of creativity.

  11. Reply

    Pat, I’m so glad you find the blog helpful. Writing it keeps me out of trouble! (I’m so bossy.) I love that you are looking forward in the year to using the design ideas. I think that the more you think about these ideas the more seamlessly they will fall into your work. It will happen. I look forward to seeing what you do. You have a great 2017 too!!

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